HE doesn't know.

I just wanna share what I'm feeling right now. I really feel bad and lonely. It's weird but it's because of  one person.I see him during Mass, the first time I saw him, I thought he was some kind of 'gay' HAHAHA! lol. xD it's peculiar but yea. I thought he was not a real man. btw. He's an altar boy 
( on the highest rank among the others )
every time I go to Mass, I see him and I would always laugh at how gayish he his. lol. xD I just don't know why I think he's gay. x3
but then, after mass, one afternoon. I was surprised to see him, he was at the barber shop in front of our house! ( I was on our car, by that time)
anyway, I was surprised to see him, of course! I take back what I've just thought of him, he wasn't gay after all. for the reason, that when he went out of the barber shop, he didn't wore his t-shirt and all i could see is his bare chest! omg! he looks HOT! ( hey! I'm not a pervert, FYI :P)


Things started to get messy by then, I didn't know I would be having a crush on him not until the Missa De Gallo started, I mean. I started crushing on him, and now! I'm suffering bcoz i can't get him out of my head.


(I know it's kinda 'bitin' )
It's not the whole story, but then I don't wanna go on making myself feel horrible. :(


to give a hint of how he looks like, here's Yoon Du Jun.
They look really alike. Don't judge me! I'm a fangirl at the same time. :P ♥