Jang Geun Suk, filled my Summer. :*

I guess, he'll be replacing 'waray' instead for a short time. :3

To the fellow who carried my bag last 12/21/12, i'll never forget your help :)

If you ever see this and know that it's you that I mean, I guess you'll not be able to read & understand this. It really sums up all my feelings for you, kind of a confession.

btaw, thanks for the help, I owe you a lot. :)

您好！我只是想感谢你为我把我的包，我不知道原因，你为什么对我自愿把我的包，但请相信我，我真的很感激它，一点帮助，我很佩服你。我知道这是一种尴尬，但在第一，那么也许如果上帝能给我们再次交谈的机会，我可能会采取它作为一个大礼物，他。我会抓住这样的机会跟你说话更舒适，要知道，你甚至更好。这是很奇怪的，只是彼此打个招呼，有时当我们没有任何其他选择。我知道，有很多很佩服你，但我不介意。我没有看到它作为一个竞争，但作为回报，我尊重他们，因为我明白为什么他们会觉得这样的感觉对你的感觉，也许是因为你是什么样的人，真是你的笑容让我的心扑。

我知道，我奇怪的！

您好！大家早上好！我要开始我的日日新鲜，真正的！:D 我会微笑，好像一切是正常的。Fighting!! :)

My extremely dumb self -_-'

So basically, this is how it goes. (again, i don't wanna be blurting out my feelings to anyone so I'm posting it on my weird blog/diary & I'm gonna be mixing it with some vernacular language)..
on Valentines Day, well the day before that, i kinda decided nga mag hatag ug letter niya. I wasn't even sure if ako e hatag kay I am not that type of person to do stuffs like that. & oh by the way, here's the first try for the letter, I had to make another one because i misspelled his name. lol. XD so yea, that is the first failed  letter: 

On Valentines Day, I asked my classmate(HS)/room mate to give it to him in whatever ways but I wasn't really sure if I would give it to him, really! ga duha2 ko. I was gonna get it back pero huli na ang lahat na ibigay na agad agad ang letter, well my classmate(HS)/room mate handed it to my other classmate in HS who was his friend and dorm mate. booooooom! and my world eventually exploded. I didn't put my name man pud, just to have him thinking who gave him that (hopefully no one would find out about this blog/diary) lol. XD anyways, so yea. I had to laugh at what I just did. He kept on asking daw kung from who it was, hahahaha! i hope he wouldn't know. But now, I received a news that somebody gave him chocolates on Valentines and they talked and even gi hatod pa niya somewhere ang girl. aaaweee. and he even told the girl nga mag tagad na sila sugod ato. aaaweee again. he is such a kind person! considering others' feelings. :D but then, I feel sooo.. I don't even know what I feel right now. It seems like I'm gonna blow up or smth. -_-' I don't have any right to feel angry, or anything. maybe just sad? haaaay. ambot! so that was God's purpose of letting me give the letter to him even if nag duha2 ko. cguro, God wanted me to get the same opportunity he gave to that girl who gave him chocolates. God just wanted to be even. But whatever plans he has for me and niya. I don't know. I just trust God. that's all! but now, pde mag maoy magpa ka OA. human na btaw ko ug assignment wala pud koi study'hanan. kay bsag nag crush2 ko tawn naniguro pud ko'g skwela. haha. pka sad sah ko ron -_-' kay murag mu boto na ako kasingkasing tungod ha iya. :'( oh vits. T______T

My feels -_-'

HOO! I'm blogging my feels today because basically non of my friends want to become an instant psychologist or something. someone started to really confuse my feels, well it all started with just that guy bringing my bag & made dungan with me pagpa uli during christmas break. it wasn't planned after all that we were gonna be making dungan. at first, all i thought was "oh wow he's kind!" "oh great my bag is heavy, can you just drop it & let me carry my own bag!" "nooo don't bring that, give it to meeeeee!!" "how can someone as handsome as that guy dad'on akong bag nga perting bugata??" lol. something like that. those words were like lurking in my brain while we were walking padong pier. & I was making faces & stuff. fffuuuuuu! >___<' & now when we see each other in the dorm, well he says & basically waves "HI" to me but then lately he really confuses me. it's like someone from my brain says yow heart can you beat for him, he's a super awesome guy with that really cool attitude, but then something is keeping me not to. eotteoke?? -_- for now, i decided not to follow what that stupid voice in my mind says & I am not letting any of my friends know this. It's just that it's embarrassing to fall for that someone who just carried my bag for me & talked with me for like 5 hours (lol. 4 hours at the fast raft and 1 hour waiting for the boat, teehheee-heee, i counted it all) it's just really confusing me. & I'm hoping to just forget about all of what happened & move on. (char!) I'm being vain today. -_-' dafuq!

Sincerely; ME :) ♥

but then, besides all that. A Haappy Haappy Birthday to my one & only jurieee. ;")